That blissful burn as the temperature reaches over 25℃ and the sky burns a light blue, aching for rain as badly as the dusty ground...
It's Spring...
With it comes this wave of uncertainty about me.
As out of our control as economic stability, and to a certain extent, work stability can be... There's a security to knowing what and how many worries I have RIGHT now.
But at the same time...there's an urge in me to take (that aged cliche) "a leap of faith"... And yet a part of me also keeps looking to the failure of those that did... And it all screeches to a halt right there.
No amount of encouragment can seem to get me unstuck.
Sigh.
It's probably a self belief problem...but also that surety issue in the current state of economic affairs we find ourselves in.
How ironic.
